Thursday, December 07, 2006
2 nights ago while i was chionging maple till2 am. well ,after 2am i went to bed, super tired~
so i lied down, closed my eyes, i was dozing off but then i had some trouble breathing, i tried to move, but WTF,
i couldn't, i struggled n struggled for like 5mins, but seemed like a long time to me, i could open my eyes a lil, had difficulty breathing, couldn't move my limbs or anything.
i really struggled hard to move, finally i could, fuck i got so scared, anyway i turned to the other side and tried to slp again, again the same thing happened, i turned left n right for few times and thinking that i must not get dozzy so it wont happen, but i couldn't really keep awake while lying on my bed-___-, so after like being paralyzed when i dozed off a lil, for like 5 times.
finally i decided not to sleep. LOL , but no i can't really do that.
so i sat up for 5mins after being paralyzed temporarily for few times. then i tried again, phew~ good thing im here today.
mwanzzz i couldn't move or anything, its like if i stop struggling i'll die, i feel like im in coma, feel like someone who suffered stroke, oh well.
i really disliked struggling
10:50 AM