Sunday, July 23, 2006
nearly fell asleep while blogging the previous post.
mSn wif xinyi till about 5(oops i lost the chat history).
she always happens to be there, haha, den i force her to listen to me whine and whine. whineeeeee
i don't want to live anymore. The world is picking on me. I am disliked by everyone around me. My life is in a mess. Maybe a few more slits on my wrist i will ascend to heaven, everything will be much better there.
She has left me, all my friends has left me, everyone is gossiping about me behind my back.
(lol i almost fell into depression typing that)
hmm maybe my post would be like that if im severly depressed,
but
im not, yucks, i hate severly depressed pple, need some attention?
i rather they drop dead.
yesyes its true people enter ur life and sometimes they come and go just like that,
but its you who decides who stays and who leaves, well, unless they really want or leave or got no choice.
im strong, im not weak, i dont fall easily, u can't pwnt me,
im jus a lil bit sad, which will disappear soon^^
but then my schoolwork is gonna kill me ....
anyway , yesterday went out wif tr they all, talk about starting a business, pub, club, sell sugar cane and stuffs. i hope everything goes well.
i don't want to be an office worker, sitting there everyday doing the same things.
NO LIFE >>
and if i don't have a car , i'll have to squeeze wif the millions of pple at je trying to get onto the train even though its full.
did i mention before how much i hate crowds.
oyes when tan hu hsien was telling des how bad our results were, his eyes was teary?
and when he was talking, hes talking in a low soft voice expressing his sadness to the fullest extend.
i duno, but maybe hes feeling sad for us, he can be very emotional at times.
and i shall say for the 3rd time, i will study hard nx SEM, and get an A before i get kicked out of poly.
some things i still can't figure out
11:24 AM