Thursday, June 22, 2006
im feeling so guilty and dumb.
= ((
i LIED to my parents,
so i could stay out, till the next day,
i WENT AGAINST myself,
feeling so bad now.
tsktsktsk*
i jus came home from rachel's house.
so nice of her!
preparing all the stuffs for kaibin and hanwei's bdae.
ooh yea i left early, cause its boring watching soccer, and watching unhappy people being unhappy, and i was bored.
oya shit,i forgot to say bye to her parents
haha no la, they WILL
actually i have friends who will do that for me too.
i hope
maybe i wouldn't have turned up if not for kaibin.
maybe its because i seemed to know her better these days.
come to think of it. i actually know none of them very well,
maybe only zhenlin?
and hanwei, well recently hes abit crazy, nvm forget him.
fuk lo he throw my club cue.
argh im damm confused and stress, exams coming! and you!
should i even consider it. or even think of it.
i think i .
ooh im so tired, goodnites
3:52 AM