Thursday, January 12, 2006
tsktsk i failed 1 , netF, bart quite expected, bart i can't continue failing coz im on a scholarship!! perhaps im not really fond of IT, my course seemed to me everything for me since my obsession wif computers since secondary sch. everyone thought it was perfect for me, bart now dat im in this course, it kinda stinks to me, gort those farni things i duno, okok maybe got 1 or 2 subjects i enjoy coz i already know about them long ago, rest, i can't be really bothered to understand them. = ( being an normal IT person after graduate looks kinda of boring too, boring life, boringg. zzZzzzZ
actually i really wanted to be a doctor, stop laughing. ok i realise u need to be smart in ur PRIMARY school or be REALLY smart in ur sec sch to be one of those healing pple guys, bart when we were young we oso gong gong one , how would we noe how important studying was then, now i haf no chance bart to continue my boring course. chances are i can't get into U , chances are that my parents dun wanna giv me money to go overseas, chances are that my future looks blank to me. = (
what now?
oyes im finally discharged from the Health Science authority, had x-ray yesterdae, my backbone is a bit straighter, sho dun need to go anymore!! weeee , luckily no need surgery . imagine pple inserting some metal thingy into ur backbone, yuckk.
is this the end of the road for me.
10:22 PM